go united.....!!!

i am very happy today.....united beat city....3-1....thanks to wayne rooney.....this man has really done wonders...he's having his best season....he's no cristiano ronaldo and the best part is,he knows that and doesn't try to be one....no matter how much i despise tevez...he has done brilliantly too...he's scored thrice against united...some achievement.

i had my second day in college....this time of the day is very melancholic....if you are a hostelite and you have nothing to do...after college was done i slowly made my way back to the hostel....crossing the playground,the table tennis board and cursing jaundice hundred times over....i would usually be found at one of the two places now...but well,thats not an option now.college was boring as usual....except that i was called to solve a sum on the board...thermal lab sucked....


i watched 'pyar impossible' yesterday....it was an impossible movie....i mean the concept's really good.....but the reality is geeks bite the dust always and things don't even out as shown.but the movie was good entertainment.priyanka chopra was stunning...


my net subscription ends in about 4 days...and i'm considering extending it.though i'm not sure....monetary issues...i have to pay a fat fine for not returning my central library books in time.....i'll study today....atleast i'll flip through the pages....oh....i'm a bit less down today...it'll go,i know...if it doesn't in a hostel,then it won't ever....right,i am getting hungry now...lets see if i can push some more of that pathetic stuff down my throat.....

New Year Resolution.

i would sit down often and wonder what my new year resolution would be....when i was sitting in my hotel room in Vellore.....and everytime i would sit to think about it i would resign even before i started thinking because i know i wouldn't follow it....point is,it is not so easy to fool your mind as aamir khan points out in 3 idiots...so i decided that i wouldn't have anything in particular...instead i would try to bring wholesome changes in the way i see certain things....for instance i came to know just now that there would be no football tournament this year....i am not dissapointed.....i was for a while but it's ok...football won't take me anywhere.....i have to study...in a better way...i read the book 'It's not about the bike'....ny Lance Armstrong few days back....i was ashamed.i have got to make something meaningful out of my life.....no point fooling around...i would not say it to anybody....i'll try.....and one more thing.....i am done pretending....i would not pretend anymore and if that ruffles a few feathers....so be it...i don't care....i am filled with pessimism now....i don't know why....perhaps the long session ahead......or the initial feelings you get in a hostel after a three month break.....i would just take a walk right now.....maybe things would get better.........

Hi.......welcome back....

Sorry for my long absence from the blogging world....although i'm not too sure whom i need to apologise to......no one would read a shithead's blog....i came in to my hostel yesterday...i had my most complete holidays by far.....i wen't to see 3 idiots with aritra....i loved it...absolutely loved it notwithstanding the shitting presence of 'a couple' in front of us....then i wen't to Vellore,Bangalore,Kanyakumari,Rameswaram and Kerala....in a three week long trip....my best one yet...actually my only one...the other trips were while i was too small....i don't get whats the point anyway....

Kerala i liked the most anyway.....the backwaters were really soothing....and i'll give some free advice here....never go to beaches in kerela and goa with your parents because it can be a very frustrating and unsettling experience....having bikini clad girls all around you with your parents watching your every step....can be very frustrating...but the point is the trip all in all was brilliant....

i came back....i won't be explicit with names here....and i met her....the one time i get to see her in 6 months....for some reason she wasn't too enthusiastic about seeing me outside her place....so i took the long walk to her home....we had a 'pleasant' chat....which consisted of about 10 quarrels on 10 different subjects.....we chatted once....and texted often....now i am sitting here thinking about her......her dad even came to have a look at our college...i wish she weren't so far....my friends,all everybody who knows thinks i am a total shithead and moron to think the way i do....maybe they are right too....i way i think....in today's world they don't exist....i see everyone around me and i realize they are right....but i am what i am and i can't force thoughts....if that is being old fashioned and moronic.....so be it....but don't get me wrong....i am no devdas....i have moved on.....but i can't help myself....i'm sorry.....i love her and thats it...i expect nothing in return.she's my best friend yet.


One of the main reasons why i did not write all this while was that i did not have much time.....no..i'm being serious....i just did not have time....i would get up in the morning....and open my laptop with my brush in my hand...which would cause mom to howl at me....then i would have a 4 hour long lan session....afternoons i would rest and the evening it would be a bit of football in St.Vincents.....i would come back...grab a quick tiffin and race to aritra's place for carrom or lan again....it would have required an real blast of energy to sit to blog in this schedule...so i skipped it....


But this heavenly routine won't last forever....so here i am....back to Satyen Bose Hall of Residence,Durgapur....i started college today....i did the first half....and i didn't feel like going back to the fucked up place....again...so i am sitting here....staring out at the horizon from my window and blogging.....while most of my friends are busy entertaining thier 'special' mates......saare umr hum mar mar ke jeete hai.....