today is supposed to my birthday.....i never had such a birthday....b'days are somehow nothing special for me.....i figure it out as a day when i was just born.from childhood my birthdays have been pretty normal...so celebrations or extravagant costly gifts are odd for me....but you learn as you go in life.
this time around....i happened to be in hostel,my first home now...as it happened..twelve...and i got birthday bumps....rather hard ones that my ass is sore now.....but i loved it....i felt good with friends around me....so many hugging me....never had so many hugs before.....i also cut a simple cake and had chips and soft drinks...danced to trash music...with my friends and couple of others who also happened to come to earth on the same day....nothing costly,rich or cool about it.....just that at the end of it all i was happy....not feeling left out,isolated...my roommate,and other close friends were very much there allowing me to savour such moments.it's weird....so many of the guys i didn't care much about....maybe even in future i won't made my 21st birthday so special and someone i cared for most in college or even now i do....did not even wish me the entire day...you learn everyday and guess i have figured something out now....a big THANK YOU to everybody around me....you people rock and are fantastic.....!!!!!!
the song 'guilty' is on repeat in my laptop......"if loving you with all my heart's a crime.......and i'm guilty.".........
