Tuesday, September 13, 2011

HAPPYNESS.

when i was in my first year,i watched this movie 'The Pursuit of Happyness'...it was a Will Smith masteract....the movie brought me close to tears,and ever since i have been wondering as to how good would i feel when i have a job...thankfully that fateful day came much quicker than i thought it would...9th September,2011 will be etched in my mind forever...if you are still guessing,then yes,i have a job now...INFOSYS LIMITED...i am placed in the first company that came to our college...it's still sinking in...

the last 15 days have been the best in my life...my campus recruitment process was sandwiched between the college table tennis and football tournaments...it was a big call...all my life people around me have castigated me for paying less attention to my studies and more to sports,so i did have that at the back of my mind that if i didn't manage the job and played in both the tournaments..i would be having a lot at stake...as it turned out,i did all three...i managed a job,i played well yet lost in football and i reached the semis in table tennis...its unbelievable.

i would not go into the critical analysis of my games...from whatever resources i had,i did the best i could...and self saisfaction is extremely important...now,having my vigour back is the hard part and i believe if i take a couple of weeks off,i will slowly have my hunger back again..

i have had a perfect college life...the script could not have been better...people love me,i repped my college in things i loved,i also got a job...i did everything i set out for..i am not satisfied,i want more,yes,but there's a sense of completion that i like...i have a darn good job..things haven't come easy my whole life,and i believe,i am beginning to prove myself,all the hard work,compromises,are paying off...

a long and hard struggle awaits me...and i would be spending the rest of my college life enriching myself,in all aspects...to go out of college as a perfect confident engineer....right now,i would take a week off...oh,yes,i forgot.the feeling was unbelievable when i had the job..i always thought i would cry,but tears don't come easy easy for me...it was numbing...suddenly to step into something with a such a huge perspective...anyway,the past fifteen days,challenging as it has been,has provided me with a new definition of happiness...